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Emily's Journal
Created on 2007-03-28 21:03:14 (#12600195), last updated 2007-10-02
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Basic Info| Name: | downpour_darlin |
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| Birthdate: | 1988-05-09 |
| Location: | caldweezie, New Jersey, United States |
| Website: | myspace |
Bio"Thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily"
I am extremely random. I tend to go on and on about nothing in particular. Listening to a voicemail I leave on your cell phone can be compared to listening to an epic book on tape. But most people learn to love and laugh at everything I say or do. Mock me, love me, despise me, tolerate me, want me, refuse me. I'll stay...
I never stop talking. ever. Its not because I like to hear the sound of my own voice or I dont care what other people have to say, I am terrified of silence. I am terrified of being alone. My biggest fear is isolation, being away from the ones I love. I cant stand the thought of people giving up on me. I am a huge perfectionist and I hold ridiculous standards that I often fail to meet. I say and write what I feel. Much of the poetry I put on here will be sad tortured or maybe just some strange sort of happy...prob about a boy. I tend to speak through lyrics. All to often I will end up quoting a song instead of saying how I feel. music isnt just my dream anymore, its my life. i wouldnt be happy doing anything else, hence the ever obsessive, dramatic, emotionally and intellectually exhausting music major. being in front of an audience is so much easier than being alone with just one person. for someone who never stops laughing EVER i sure do cry alot. props to guys who can handle a girl crying; you are a dying breed. [speaking of] my few closest friends are the most beautiful, accepting, loving, funny, considerate, creative people i know. when i am with them i feel like the luckiest girl alive.
"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep, loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen." - Elizabeth Kubler Ross
Thankyou
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily"
I am extremely random. I tend to go on and on about nothing in particular. Listening to a voicemail I leave on your cell phone can be compared to listening to an epic book on tape. But most people learn to love and laugh at everything I say or do. Mock me, love me, despise me, tolerate me, want me, refuse me. I'll stay...
I never stop talking. ever. Its not because I like to hear the sound of my own voice or I dont care what other people have to say, I am terrified of silence. I am terrified of being alone. My biggest fear is isolation, being away from the ones I love. I cant stand the thought of people giving up on me. I am a huge perfectionist and I hold ridiculous standards that I often fail to meet. I say and write what I feel. Much of the poetry I put on here will be sad tortured or maybe just some strange sort of happy...prob about a boy. I tend to speak through lyrics. All to often I will end up quoting a song instead of saying how I feel. music isnt just my dream anymore, its my life. i wouldnt be happy doing anything else, hence the ever obsessive, dramatic, emotionally and intellectually exhausting music major. being in front of an audience is so much easier than being alone with just one person. for someone who never stops laughing EVER i sure do cry alot. props to guys who can handle a girl crying; you are a dying breed. [speaking of] my few closest friends are the most beautiful, accepting, loving, funny, considerate, creative people i know. when i am with them i feel like the luckiest girl alive.
"The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep, loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen." - Elizabeth Kubler Ross
Thankyou
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acoustic, alternative rock, audrey hepburn, avoiding ceilng fans, being in love, best friends, black and white photography, caldwell college, classic rock, completely random nick-names, cuddling, dancing, discovering new bands, falling for your bestfriend, finishing people's sentences, indie, kissing in movie theaters, laughing at awkward situations, liberals, light sabers, looong phone conversations, lyrics, musical theater, nostalgia, old movies, original catch phrases, politics, promises, punk rock, rainstorms, remembering my dreams, sean hunter, shiny objects, sining!!, ska (streetlight manifesto), sneaking out, suprises, swing sets, winning pointless arguments
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Caldwell College - Caldwell, NJ (2006 - present)
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